I am a very down to earth, elegant , polite and very sweet. I have a natural charm but I consider myself as very graceful and well grounded. And very clear with my opinions. I have always been hardworking when it comes to achieving goals. I am very disciplined and organised but in a calm manner due to being  single mother of two boys. I hav... Read More

I am a very down to earth, elegant , polite and very sweet. I have a natural charm but I consider myself as very graceful and well grounded. And very clear with my opinions. I have always been hardworking when it comes to achieving goals. I am very disciplined and organised but in a calm manner due to being  single mother of two boys. I have learnt balance over the years and everything flows beautifully. When I was younger, I might not of been as calm and a little bit more rigid and cold about how I went about how I like things to be organised and delegating, but with lots and lots of experience, I have learnt that everything flows and you can still be disciplined and organised in a happy positive manner that uplift everyone so then they automatically do it - any way. I have a very good structure that's fun and flows. I have a special sincere gift, to understand people deeply and to connect. I am trustworthy and fun and vivacious. I love to laugh - with a great sense of humour, not taking things too seriously. I love positive criticism and never take offence to it because I feel like it's important to hear other peoples perspectives and grow from it. I have a very enigmatic energy and people always say my smile brightens the room as I'm a very smiley person. I love challenges and I love to be outside my comfort zone and it's even better when you've achieved your goal. Whenever I set my mind to something, I always achieve it. I am i'm confident but not arrogant; equality that was very embedded within my soul, growing up, very important to have manners and consider everyone's feelings, I'm very bored, I've always been told by my parents to always remember to be humble to have manners and to be graceful. So I conduct myself in a graceful manner, although I know my boundaries and I'm quite happy to discuss that, and communicate that across. I'm very open-minded and I think that's why when I am working and over the last 12 years I've worked with many people all over the world even people who don't speak the same language. But it always fascinates me through eye contact and body language. The job has always got done, even though none of us at times spoke the same language; for example a combo of  French, Spanish, Hungary, Belgium and then there's me - English. I speak a little French so that's probably my most comfortab language and I've spent a lot of time with a company called Dorcel who all speak French so I can understand what they're saying. I just can't keep up and I think that that definitely is on my to do list to learn more languages. I absolutely love, travelling and meeting new cultures and immersing myself and trying different things. It excites me inspires me and it helps me understand more and learn more and grow as a person. I am just generally very good with people, and I have a natural empathetic energy where I am really able to connect and then progress with whatever we are doing on set and get the job done. Having understanding for others needs. That's always been my gift. When I was younger, it wasn't so much a gift as people would take that and take advantage of it but with many years experience I know boundaries and I more than happy to express that one needs to do certain things on there own I can only advise and be there to listen and support. I am in a different place from my early 20s.
I was always In my earlier days before I worked in the adult performing industry I was an event co ordinater & always the sticky stuff that kept us a great team. I never wanted to be just any manager but more a the team leader, finding the importance of keeping Marei up and working as a team and also doing things that everyone else is doing when I delegate so they can see that I'm working just as hard as them and then it's a happy team. I was always very good at bringing the team together and just making sure everyone was heard and we are all chipping in including myself, working thoroughly efficiently and on time, whatever the task, maybe. I genuinely care and I know that sometimes that can be a bit of a drainer, which is I think I'm at point in my life where I've learnt to have good balance and be okay with saying no and understanding that it's important for me to recharge too.

Getting into the the professional porn industry at 21 (05/03/12). Was a massive change, but a change that I wanted. Now everyone thought I was very wasn't cut up for the job, but again, I think I fooled I have the fire with me and when I was going for my first shoot with Playboy because I'm so well spoken and polite and humble. Everyone was like. Do you know what you're here for like oh my goodness, and as soon as the Rolling, I gave it my absolute all, and I was so proud of myself because I realised that this was something that I wanted to do despite it being controversial, with everyone being extremely judgemental about the path I chose, but it 100% was something that I absolutely wanted to do, and as soon as I started, I was working full-time I had productions of which I'd be away like two weeks and I really learnt so much of what went into creating the fantasies and to perform and to connect and to work as a team again, it was beautiful and then at the end of the day everyone's high-fiving and feeling accomplished. In 2012 I was doing a combination of Babestation shift which involved mainstream TV mic ups; the talk was something I absolutely dreaded and used to get butterflies in my stomach. But after a year, I realised how it helps me throughout all of the different things I did with my work, whether it was Babestation or Webcam from home or building a fan base or promoting my own social media platforms. It all made a whole pie, especially when I was learning, scripts and getting confident on set because people don't realise that you know you've got all the cameraman, the people holding the speakers, the boomboxes, so it's not a normal environment of where you would be. Which a lot of people don't realise we really are making other people fantasies come to life and I think where I have that passion to want to help people and make them feel good and have that understanding relish it absolutely relishes it.

Wala is building my name within the industryI built up a very good fan baseespecially through my social media and then would also do upcoming from my home working from homewhich was really good and have a good balance between travelling away to Shoot?? for big companies and also run my own websitewhich now has been taken over by only fans which is spectacular I think because it allows us to relish and be rewarded for a hard work. And to get to a point now 12 years later where I'm able to produce and write scripts and with ideas, style, lingerie and outfits. It's just something I'm so passionate about and I'm just so thankful to be at that point in my career.
 I definitely had to work hard to develope my fan base and work with my niece and embrace it and also make sure I was going to be getting financial gain from shooting for big companies. Over the years. It's become natural and something I'm very passionate about and sexuality is something I'm very open minded with and having that understanding, especially with Babestation and Webcam you are actually helping people understand. It's like a type of counselling almost, but they can sense in your voice that you're compassionate and you genuinely care and that you can help explain to them what they can try what they can do, and I just feel like That makes my day making someone else's day and I feel like that's how I've ended up progressing in that as well as loving dressing up and being Glam and yeah it's.
Shooting for mainstream companies; To start with in 2012 it  was mostly Playboy series week after week & TVX of which you really had to fight to get the part and because I was new, I gave my absolute all and was completely completely professional remembered to my lines, even on set little things like tidy enough and just getting the team together pay dividends because some jobs that I wasn't meant to get I'd get because they saw I was a team player and I was hard-working also passionate about what we are creating and doing. TVX in 2012 for a good few years before they stop the topless modelling, are used to do their TV links ads because I got so confident on the mic. I used to have to read a TV screen and get proper Mua & hair  up for the day and just do their links ads and shoot for the daily star photo shoots which was amazing because I just loved the fact that I was in a career Self-Employed but able to really mix it up and have good balance and gain new skills wherever I was working. Before the magazines when I also used to do a lot of shoots for fiesta magazine and again thoroughly enjoyed it. It was all so new to me in a massive whirlwind because I didn't expect to feel so comfortable and see past the judging and not need validation from other people, I followed my heart.  It was such a dream so to have shot many times for Brazzers digital playground, penthouse, harmony, reality kings, sextury, Dorcel, private, TVX, Ias England has quite a small base of companies, which is why we used to often travel abroad because they have bigger companies, was always the manager the team leader and I was always very good at bringing the team together and just making sure everyone is heard and we are all chipping in including myself, whatever the task, maybe. 

I am very relaxed and easy going; It is my absolute pleasure to assist when one is in need of company and fulfil the task effortlessly - I genuinely love the work I do, exploring. The confidence that I've gained since being 16, even as I started out as a events coordinator and also did Barista work on the side is impeccable. I realise that I have this fire inside me to want to achieve. Things that would make me nervous and I'd have this voice in my head saying I can't do this. Maybe I can't do this. This is the new skill. But I never stop until I achieve The goal. And always take it as a lesson to improve. Sometimes you are going to fail. Probably a a lot. But throughout my life, I learnt that that's not a bad thing because you can look at what went wrong and use it as a positive . Then working on the things that are highlighted and then do it again and never give up.
I'm a very active person, I love singing I to write, I love to listen to music and dance even if it's in a shop. In my personal life. I love to go out and have to do things I like to go to museums or castles and of course shopping. Travelling is my absolute passion, it always inspires me. I could be at the other side of the world, but I do find myself even more drawn to what I need to write as in my personal life. As a hobby. I write poetry and songs and I love to sing, I do a lot of travelling and luckily my work over the 12 years has involved lots of travelling, which is my favourite. I know it's very important to keep going because that's how you get to success.
failure is not a bad thing. You might fail once twice three times or more but it's not a bad thing because the fact that you've got up and given it another go never giving up and not seeing it as a negative. That's how you reach the challenge or goal, whatever it is that you are working towards. positives always come out of failure because it helps you succeed in the end and persistence is so important and that's definitely how I've got through my career and made my name within my industry to prosper and to do more.

I absolutely love reading I read more than watch TV I'm not the most digital person other than having to use it to go on my banking. But yes, I absolutely love to read the type of books. I actually read a lot of SAS books and sort of thrillers and autobiographies hearing peoples experiences throughout their lives and feeling inspired. They absolutely love getting lost in the book. I do have quite a hyper personality which is why reading is good at night for me to chill me into sleep. I love to perform. I love to sing. I love to dance and I am very vivacious. I'm very confident speaking in front of crowds of people also which again is a skill that I've worked on because when I was younger I never thought I'd say that but through my career I've had no choice but to just practice practice practice and that's not to say I haven't made mistakes over the years but being on TV and doing promo mic ups used to make me want to faint. 14 years later, I can do it effortlessly and I feel exhilarated. Now it didn't take 14 years, but I think a year of Babestation shooting for companies get my confidence travelling on my own living with strangers building my own website and just again put myself in a deep end to learn I'd say after a year I didn't mind I actually loved being with the girls in the studio, and it was very natural.

There is this amazing, feeling I've felt over the years weather it's after an amazing peace on set or if I've been on mainstream TV and hit 600 minutes plus or if I've been shooting for a production as a main character; completing all of my lines, perfectly and working with my partner, beautifully. ( you can be on location on set for two weeks) so it's the most exhilarating feeling toknow that I've accomplished it and I've done it. And not just done it, but given it my absolute all with passion and conviction. Because I've always been passionate about sexuality and I'm very comfortable myself. So yes it's the best feeling in the world and after about five years I realised fans, Asian I'm really acknowledging all of the details that I wouldn't think that they would acknowledge so it's amazing. It's incredible! Alot of my work has meant that I've had to learn lines which isn't my strongest point. I love improvisation. So having to stick to really rigid scripts, especially if they're setting 1800 so you get some sci-fi movie sometimes you just wouldn't know what you're going to get. I want got a script in French after three hour journey no one told me I'd have to read it in French so that's probably the worst anxiety I had in about an hour and then once I've done my life it was absolutely fine so I was really really proud of myself and I think it's that feeling that  Makes you feel because you've accomplished something that you didn't think you could. I used to find it extremely hard and it used to give me awful anxiety starting arriving on sets at the 9 am call time and not finishing until 10 pm is a very very exhausting, and such a long day. a lot of people don't realise what actually goes on behind-the-scenes and all of the little details and how it's done in the process. It is quite a lengthy amount of time however, after two years,  I was a pro memorising a scripts on a flight to my production in Spain, in literally 2hrs. I would know off my heart. And that came from me just constantly put myself in those awkward horrible positions that gave me anxiety. I come across as quite quaint and innocent people always say that however I'm very hard-working kind and when I'm working, I'm in full professional mode so you might see me muck around once it is a cut and a wrap, but I find it really important to have my professional head on and thoroughly make sure I understand everything that's asked of me and Work as a team to Shoot??, the absolute best production I can possibly do. If I'm on your team and we are working together I will give my absolute all. of course, not everyone gets on with each other, but again, another skill that I have is to make it very amicable but not in an obvious way. I have such a chilled calm energy and understanding so both parties feel understood and then it just moves it over, lighting up the room and getting everyone going and smiling.

so that's me Aisling Aldwel 
and for 12 years, my professional name is 'Alyssa Divine'